• regardedwings37 23w

    Sorry that I haven't posted much of anything recently
    A lot has been going on and I have Been to exhausted mentally to do much

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    I do not hide behind a blank facade anymore
    But at the same time my real feelings pass me by
    I have grown so used to pretending
    Now even when I'm alone I can't come clean with what needs to released
    I've turned bitter
    However at the same time I'm trying to become something better
    Yet it still isn't clear
    When my heart aches but my mind has told me over and over what needs to be done
    All my emotions bottle back up while I refuse to give up with the task I set forth in front of myself
    Still,each goal is like picking pebbles out of a stream
    Each one is different and not always safe to look underneath