There’s too many things inside my head..
It leads me to a point where I question it all! Everything ....
And all that makes me feel is..
IS THAT PAIN WORTH IT?!
I could see that hope tho!.. that hope that one day these thoughts would be gone...and I could finally smell the happiness..touch it...hear it...
That’s the thing that had kept me going..
And that’s the thing that just let go..