I was addicted

I can't command your heart to love me,
I can't ask your hands to touch me.
I can't tell your soul to be mine,
I can't make your eyes see me any other way.

But I know that I should receive your love,
But I know that I deserve your touch.
I know that I can best understand your soul,
But I know that I cannot make your eyes blind
To see me the right way for me.

I was addicted to your wonderful lies,
Desperately looking for a place
In your heart to stay,
But I never found my name engraved there,
And that really made my soul bleed.
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