Rambling (Because the Past won't go)
Is there anyone there?
I don't want to be honest with you because it won't be fair. I can't disrupt your life like that. But I'm not doing so well. I'm drowning, in fact. Under the weight of my past. Can the dust just settle so I can pick the pieces up and move on?
I at least want to be happy before my time on earth is gone. I'd like to be free again please. I'd like to unhappen the past, be relieved of the scars, and I'd like the happiness to actually last.