Letter to a narcissist

I look at your sleeping face
My heart melts again
Maybe behind that deviousness
There is some innocence
I can't help but wonder
What's that you think
When I catch you looking at me
While I sleep
Do you see a prey
Do you plan your next move
Do you see a source of entertainment or
Do you ever feel the way I feel
Even for a second
Does your heart ever melt?
Do you ever feel bad for what you do or
Do you see a walking wound, you could pick
Do you see a broken spirit
That you could crush
So that you are my only crutch?
What do you see
I can't seem to comprehend
Can you even see the humanness
That I see when I look at you
Even when I have all the proofs stating otherwise

©fallaciesandfantasies