It's 5:36 in the morning
And I'm awake not even yawning.
Smoked 10 in the last five
I'm not sure anymore if I'm alive.
I wish I could run to someone right now
Force them to tell me how.
How they manage to stay happy
Even when life is so crappy.
Lying here alone with my thoughts
Wishing somebody could connect the dots.
Lost and empty with everything still
Wishing the person in the mirror I could kill.
Can't sleep for days as if it was a joke
Smiling and not showing anyone I'm broke.
What the fuck is family?I can't take that serious
These bitches keep turning me delirious.