• lunatic_shree 5w

    It's 5:36 in the morning
    And I'm awake not even yawning.
    Smoked 10 in the last five
    I'm not sure anymore if I'm alive.

    I wish I could run to someone right now
    Force them to tell me how.
    How they manage to stay happy
    Even when life is so crappy.

    Lying here alone with my thoughts
    Wishing somebody could connect the dots.
    Lost and empty with everything still
    Wishing the person in the mirror I could kill.

    Can't sleep for days as if it was a joke
    Smiling and not showing anyone I'm broke.
    What the fuck is family?I can't take that serious
    These bitches keep turning me delirious.