get my mind off of him. i miss him. i just got done crying because i read old paragraphs he's sent me over the months. i want to be in his arms so bad. i want to hear his soothing voice saying he loves me. i want to get lost in his soft brown eyes and know that everything will be okay. i want to see his smile, hear his laugh. i want to feel safe and secure wrapped in his arms. i want to snuggle close to him, and nuzzle my head into his shoulder. i want ro run my hand through his soft fluffy hair daydreaming about our future. i want surprise hugs from behind. i want soft forehead kisses and deep french kisses. i just want ro feel his presence and know i'm safe and i'm his. i want him here.