Today, I've been reminded of the hardships of those whom I look up to, of how they started from square one up to the bright star that they are now.
I feel proud of them everytime I see that they're doing well.
But at the same time, I envy their perseverance and courage to aim something they wanted so badly.
I envy that they know what they want.
I wanted to be like them. I really do.
But, I don't even know myself.
What should I do? What should I become? Who should I be?
I feel so lost.