• a_silent_night 6w

    Ek Raat mere hath Mai mobile tha, Dil se Mai Kuch soch rha tha........ chatting kise se kar rha tha, par ek dar sa mujha lag rha tha.........ki Kahi wo baat Karna band na karde, Dil se bs yahi soch rha tha........baate Mai bahut soch samajh ke kar rha tha, ke Kahi use Kuch bura na lag jay, meri Kahi hoe Sachai use shayad Pasand na aay.......
    Dil Mai Kuch aur tha, zuba pe Kuch aur, aur hatho se pta nhi Mai type kya kar rha tha, pta nhi Mai kya soch ke use baate kar rha tha.....Mai usse message karta aur fir uske reply Ka Mai wait karta, aur jab uska reply nhi aata fir Mai sochta ki age Mai baat Karo ya na Karo, meri baate shayad use Pasand nhi aa rhi, shayad wo mujha se baat he nhi Karna Chah rhi...... reply toh aata par thoda wakt lagta, wo chota SA wakt mujha bahut badha lgta.......bech bech Ma Mai usse poch leta ki Kahi Mai use bore toh nhi kar rha, jabab nhi aata, toh Mai sochta ki meri wakwas utni bhi boring nhi jitni ki Mai sochta........Kabhi Kabhi apni Kahi hoi baato ma Mai khud fas jata hu, un baato Ka matlab Mai use nhi samjha pata hu, Kahana Kuch Chahta ho kha Kuch aur deta hu, Jo baat Mai bolna Chahta hu wo Mai bol he nhi pta hu........khud ke Likha shabdo se Mai use shayari bna kar bhejta hu, aur Jo baat bol nhi pata un baato ko un shayari ke bech Mai Kahi chodh deta hu.......use samajh aati hai wo ankhai baate ya wo nhi samjh ti, ye Mai nhi janta ho, par Mai koshish pori karta ho use samjhane ki bs Mai yahi janta ho.......wo khud se koi baat nhi karti bs mere he sawalo Ka he jawab deti hai, aur wo ye bhi nhi kahti ki mujhase baat Karna nhi chahati hai, mere samajh Mai he nhi aata ki kya wo sach Mai mujhase baat Karna chahati hai.......Mai nhi janta ki kya khoya ya kya paya hai maine, bs ek unjan shaks ko apna banaya hai maine.....
    ©a_silent_night