Do you ever feel that everything is okay but there is still something that pinches you every second, with every breath you take in, with every breath out. Do you ever feel numb in a crowded place? Do you ever search for a perfume in a rush? Do you ever feel something that should not be felt by you? Do you ever come to this numb feeling where everyone around you is so happy and you are just all alone? Do you ever took 2 hours to shower? Do people ever irritate you like why this person is breathing standing in front of me? Do you ever punch a punching bag so hard for no reason and hurt your knuckles & smile? Do you ever feel you have changed a lot? Become a lot sad, depressed, annoying and toxic person for the people around you? Do you ever spend night just staring at phone screen doing nothing? Do you ever feel like quitting everything and move on with the silence within you? Do you ever feel relaxed when you inhale the smoke of the hardest cigarette? Do lonliness makes you comfortable, do you like the nightsky, do lonely nights spending just roaming on the roads in your car with your favourite songs, all alone ever made you comfortable? Do yellow street lights make you happy? Do you ever feel it that you were such a happy person? And now you're not.