• linesnlenses 5w

    Numb

    I don't feel much these days
    Or maybe i don't want to.
    I don't know which one it is,
    Figuring out is something i can't do.
    It hurts less these days,
    I don't know if the pain has decreased
    Or I've just adapted myself to it.
    I don't cry much these days,
    I don't know if the suffering is less saddening
    Or  I've just ran out of tears.
    I really don't know which one it is,
    I couldn't figure it out,
    I guess i really am that dumb.
    The blade has stopped hurting when it goes through my wrists now,
    I guess this body is slowly going numb!