I don't feel much these days
Or maybe i don't want to.
I don't know which one it is,
Figuring out is something i can't do.
It hurts less these days,
I don't know if the pain has decreased
Or I've just adapted myself to it.
I don't cry much these days,
I don't know if the suffering is less saddening
Or I've just ran out of tears.
I really don't know which one it is,
I couldn't figure it out,
I guess i really am that dumb.
The blade has stopped hurting when it goes through my wrists now,
I guess this body is slowly going numb!