Okay

Heavy hands full of empty
Empty heart full of pain
Pain fills my eyes
Eyes that convey lies I hide behind
Behind my smile blood fills my mouth

Rotten inside and degradation sets in
Caving under the weight of my sin
Ironic that lying about being okay
Is what's killing me more and more every day
If I had a moment to sit and let it go
Mayhap I could remember who I am
Wish I could figure out how to grow
Instead I stay stagnant in this static scam

Wearing that lie like a coat in a snow storm clinging to it like my life depends because my life depends on it.

I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay I'm not
Okay I'll admit it
I don't want to be okay
I don't want to be
At all

©magikarp