• magikarp 9w


    Heavy hands full of empty
    Empty heart full of pain
    Pain fills my eyes
    Eyes that convey lies I hide behind
    Behind my smile blood fills my mouth

    Rotten inside and degradation sets in
    Caving under the weight of my sin
    Ironic that lying about being okay
    Is what's killing me more and more every day
    If I had a moment to sit and let it go
    Mayhap I could remember who I am
    Wish I could figure out how to grow
    Instead I stay stagnant in this static scam

    Wearing that lie like a coat in a snow storm clinging to it like my life depends because my life depends on it.

    I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay I'm not
    Okay I'll admit it
    I don't want to be okay
    I don't want to be
    At all