• _snow_flake_ 10w

    Somedays I feel I deserve happiness,
    Somedays I don't even bother to try.
    How does one not feel undeniably underwhelmed with life itself?
    The thought of giving up comes really easy to me and I don't know if that makes me a weakminded person or an incredibly strong one because I still get up everyday and try my best to live and keep believing that better days will come.
    But what if the better days are already here and I don't even realize it?
    What if this is the best of "better days" I can afford with my luck?
    What if this is just it?
    I feel broken but I cannot figure which part, idea, thought, habit needs fixing..if at all it is something fixable.