Somedays I feel I deserve happiness,
Somedays I don't even bother to try.
How does one not feel undeniably underwhelmed with life itself?
The thought of giving up comes really easy to me and I don't know if that makes me a weakminded person or an incredibly strong one because I still get up everyday and try my best to live and keep believing that better days will come.
But what if the better days are already here and I don't even realize it?
What if this is the best of "better days" I can afford with my luck?
What if this is just it?
I feel broken but I cannot figure which part, idea, thought, habit needs fixing..if at all it is something fixable.