• restless_monkey 53w

    They see me but I'm not really here
    I live another life
    at the bottom of the world where
    angels cry & demons feast..
    I am a monster with a contorted grin,
    contracting down to illusion
    dilating toward infinity,
    both growing and dying,
    delightfully suspended
    between hope for nothing
    and despair of everything,
    brought up among perfumes and poisons,
    consumed with love and hatred,
    killed by lights and shadows.
    My symbol is death of light and the flame of death.
    Sparks die in me only to be reborn as
    thunder and lightning.
    Darkness itself glows in me.