• neon_heart07 20w

    I never liked goodbyes.
    They're too hard to convey
    And even harder to accept.

    Accepting that someone who I've
    been growing fond of is leaving me .
    Someone who I immensely love .

    Love is a strong word but
    I think it describes my feelings
    which developed towards you .

    I saw hundreds of faces before
    but they didn't see mine and
    said " Are you okay ? "

    You seemed to listen , which you seldom do
    As your talklative persona takes over you
    But you heard my pain and decided to .

    You said that I need others
    That I needed my friends
    who dearly care .

    That I needed to speak to my parents
    who wanted nothing but me out of my grievance
    The one which I've been holding onto since my Dadi's death.

    It helped . Maybe you helped .
    By listening to my grief ,
    By directing me towards the leap .

    One which made me come out of my misery
    And see the truth .
    One which made me feel free than before .

    I wish I'd said before it was too late
    That " Thank you for being there for me . Will you allow me to be there for you too ? "

    But I couldn't and here I'm , seeing you walking
    Away from me with each step towards your house
    After the last day we've spent together.

    You turn and run towards me to hug ,
    I know you wish that this wasn't happening
    That I didn't have feelings for you , That we were just good friends .

    I wish that too . Not about having feelings for you but that
    You wouldn't have found out
    And we could still be in touch .

    I know it's wrong but I really want you to stay .
    Even if I know how much this opportunity means to you.
    Even if I know that I don't have the right to ask you so .

    All I could do now is hug you back
    And live with memories of our time together
    Which I deeply cherish .

    I wish I could hold you like this forever .
    Thinking of a forever where you & I can be together
    Not continents apart .

    Not continents apart .

    - Neon heart .


    Wow ! This is long .

    Just wanted to write about a scene of farewell between two people where the boy loves more than he should and the girl cares more than she should . #love #life #friendship #thoughts

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