• day_dreamz 6w

    I sometimes wonder what makes me prefer books over people, imaginary characters over the real ones, why do I feel that books tend to be my friends more than individuals, am I anti-social?
    I don't know, I dont mind speaking to people, making friends but yet I prefer to read a book curled in my bed than going out, visit friends, etc...
    Maybe deep within I'm just a coward, scarred by experience the pain that could be rendered by words said to a real person, maybe I hesitate to engage in long conversations with people personally because I'm just plain scared, worried of... being judged, hurting the other person unknowingly...
    All I know is I like people, really I do, to get to know them, to be friends but there's this alert inside me that doesnt let me get closer to anyone, the fear of hurting or being hurt...

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    You ask me what I see in books over people
    Well I cant hurt books or be hurt by them...
    Its monotonous yes, sometimes lonely too
    But its better than walking on thin ice,
    Cause sooner or later you'll fall in...
    and be frozen