don't dive too deep .
all you will find their is emptiness .
and emptiness is so heavy .
filled with grief and suffering.
worse will come when u will be attached to your suffering .
will find meaning in it .
lose ur control to come back or let go .
just have capacity to enjoy meaningless pleasure .
to waste your life - to fullest.
to play their game or to create your own .
to live in ignorance or dillusion
or to not live at all.