• negligible__ 9w

    trying so hard to tell myself that this will get over
    it will get better ,pain will stop..
    but these tears just won't stop coming out of these swollen eyes...
    every single second,every breath ,every single drop....
    and it just wouldn't stop..
    better... better better better it will get better
    then why does it not feel like so
    this pain reminds me that I am not strong
    as brave as my father thinks
    every blink make it worse
    stop stop stop... end please i can't... not now.. not ever...
    it won't get any better...
    i want to submegre in myself but want to get out of me
    it not over... not yet... wounds are red... yet i run.... run run... i want to fly... away from here
    away from myself