trying so hard to tell myself that this will get over
it will get better ,pain will stop..
but these tears just won't stop coming out of these swollen eyes...
every single second,every breath ,every single drop....
and it just wouldn't stop..
better... better better better it will get better
then why does it not feel like so
this pain reminds me that I am not strong
as brave as my father thinks
every blink make it worse
stop stop stop... end please i can't... not now.. not ever...
it won't get any better...
i want to submegre in myself but want to get out of me
it not over... not yet... wounds are red... yet i run.... run run... i want to fly... away from here
away from myself