We both hate love ; so when we visit each other's house , we keep sandpapering our feelings . Bottles come out and we get drunk till our senses go numb . "Its raining again" , You blurt mid-kiss and shove your hands in my hair . My house smells of old newspapers , coffee residue , spilled ink and rotting love . You sometimes bring sunflowers which I later throw because the bright yellow hurts my eyes . We touch each other but we don't get touched , like you do something just for the sake of doing it . My veins float inside me and I twist and turn between your arms , but you never let go . You tuck me between your fingers before sleeping , and wake up when I move . My nose bleeds .
You crawl into my unkept bedroom and find my dirtier love and fading lust , you pick up broken shells of my medulla and make earrings out of them . I let you create chaos because you look good in the frame of my life , but you don't do love . Just like me.
You come out with a deep cut in your hand because you tried to pick up broken glass , you ask me to bandage it , but I let you bleed and cut myself from the same glass . Giving people the same pain as you , is better than mending your holes .
You pull me to bed and then we make love , just for the sake of making love and forgetting each other the next morning . We end up with blue purple bruises all over and laugh at them . They'll remind me of sins I committed and forgot later .
Love demands efforts and we're bad with words , We chase people who run further away and we bemoan autumn even when plucking flowers is all we spend springs for , we scream silence , we drive straight into lampposts , we see pits as Melting mashmellows and we peel our skin off just to coat the veins with metal .
So , we don't stay when we visit each other , we fuck and leave , meet and fuck , then forget about each other and Always keep not loving .
diarytickoThe way it initiated , I felt like crying , why it feels so so pragmatic (just coz this girl scribble it that way with so much gorgeousness) The sniffs of hair i got I swear mere by reading (you might think I'm stupid ) This whole concept is damn damn damn stupendous , that That touch line goddamn you wanna kill me with your talent ? Goddamn I'm sure I loved it to the chore . Those lines at the ending damnnnn I feel so honoured to be tagged JUST SENDING YOU HUGS AND SHOULDER PATS . BEAUTIFUL IT WAS
P.s EXCUSE ME ? YOU DON'T BLOCK ME FOR SPAMMING UP YOUR COMMENT SECTION