• aleenaspexi 6w

    I still remember those old retro songs
    which we used to sing together
    and it fills me with many obscure emotions
    aching a little
    but building me head strong

    I still remember those countless prayers
    which I used to make in sujood with my eyes wet and heart helpless
    and it leaves me with the same concern I had for you, if not more
    but now I verily worship God instead of you

    the thought of being with you now breaks my heart into pieces
    the thought that I would be losing what I have made of myself through these times

    however,
    those lyrics hit the exact same place
    where it used to when we sang together
    those prayers ars still embedded
    in my heart
    paradoxically, both connecting and separating the feelings
    I had for you and what I feel for you now



    ©aleenaspexi