• thoughts_of_bash 6w

    I told myself that if I loved you
    I would leave you be
    To give you that space
    That chance to heal
    And find that ease and happiness you deserve
    But why do you haunt me
    Why is it that when I feel like I'm doing what's best for you
    For us
    I'm left here with all the memories
    The good and the bad
    Wondering how to process all this
    I feel like I'm being punished for what I thought was the right thing to do
    And that
    That just leaves me more lost and confused