• the_beyond_horizon 23w

    I used to think of the times I felt like
    I couldn't go a day without you
    Or without sharing anything & hearing
    Your voice at the end of the day.

    I used to think of the times
    You made me feel like I was living a dream
    You fell in love with me just like Raindrops fall on the ground to drench the ground of my Heart and provide me Fervour and Solace.

    Then a day arrived when I had almost given up
    Knowing that I wasn't enough.
    For it was getting damn hard for me to explain myself
    How I actually felt
    Within a couple of those dark days, things got worse and then even worsened.
    When I actually felt that I was losing You in the process of finding myself.

    Because losing someone isn't a small occasion my dear.
    Especially when He is the one who
    Kisses your Fears every single time he finds you vulnerable.
    Especially when He keeps himself aside
    Just to ensure you are comforted.
    Yes, it is only true love that makes us do such things.
    '
    Love isn't always about being Strong
    It's often about being firm
    And allowing your soul mate to reach that level of Strength.
    Some lose patience in the middle and worsen situations
    While some handle that delicate thread and mend it in Peace leaving the relationship unperturbed.


    It was not just yesterday or today
    When I felt I was losing You.
    I think I lose you everyday.
    Everytime when I pick up your favorite Candy or
    when I choose to play your favorite Music
    Or wear your favorite Attire,
    I Lose You!
    Be it Kit-Kat or or Bad Things or that Black Dress
    I Lose You every single time I think
    Of anything else but You.


    I Lose You every time I fail to express how much I love you
    Because I don't know whether
    It is my Weakness or my Strength.
    For every time I become weak, I realize
    That I've to get up and take care of you.
    And every time I become strong, I realize that you are vulnerable & that my Selfish strength alone could weaken you.
    So I balance everything out & discover your strength when I am weak
    And your weakness when I am strong.


    And I will never forget the day you began losing yourself
    Just to find me.
    When you ignored your weaknesses and became my Strength.
    Though I couldn't repay you
    The times you've been there for me
    And been my Strength.
    I will at least try to mend what's broken and try not to lose you in any circumstance be it Distance or Differences.

    I will keep aside my immature protectiveness for You
    To mend what's broken.

    I will try to be what you wished I were and fix the unfixed
    Even if my Light fades away in the Dark
    I will try to bury myself in slumber and dreams.
    Just to make sure the Morning Star kisses you, not me.
    For my Love for you is beyond all measures
    And the Beauty of my Heart lies in
    Finding You in the process of losing myself and my unquenched fantasy.

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    _Losing You_

    Because even if my Light fades away in the Dark
    I will try to bury myself in slumber and dreams.
    Just to make sure the Morning Star kisses you, not me.
    For my Love for you is beyond all measures
    And the Beauty of my Heart lies in
    Finding You in the process of losing myself and my unquenched fantasy.

    ©beyondhorizon