Every night I die in the past memories I had it is the darkest place were my soul visits every day it is were everything happened strikes back in front of my closed eyes and than my chest feels heavy my heart pumps a bit fast and makes me feel frightened for the night. The game of fate ruined my life! This is the palce were I am in my life! The pain cuts my nerves deep and pours out! Every morning I wake up with a ray of hope but again it leads to the place where I was last night!