I'm broken, power tripping and power tools can't fix this
Dealing with self inflicted pain
Encompassed with the harm because i failed to deal with it when I could
Procastinating my healing, habits I was scared to leave
Hurting myself everyday with my thoughts and actions, things I could've avoided, always believing it gets better
Telling myself the ship won't sink
When I could've abandoned it and boarded another
Now I'm drowning in the ocean of dark thoughts that hover over my head like floats on parades
But I think I've found my weaknesses, identified the problems
Heard that's the first step in dealing with them
So hopefully things will only get better from here, I'm going up the hill now
The days would evolve and rays of sunshine would fill the inner room of my mind
Guess I've gotta stay positive now and take leaps of faith while I turn my back on the echos of suffering and look on to the better days ahead
©tari_eno