"No One Is In The Room"

Do You Really Need To Know That I Cry When I Am Alone?
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At Midnight,
While I Shower,
At Noon,
In My Room,
Pardon My Darkened Eyes.
Lack Of Sleep Last Night Since Last May.
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Soo,Who Am I When No One Is In The Room?
A Healing Self?
A Lost Soul?
Or Just
A Person Who Smiles Alot For The Outside World And Cries Or Gets Numb When Alone?