Yes, i know and i understand how much betrayals and many else things can effect us in life but that does'nt means that u'll have a person and will not allow that person to be close enough to you ; if you are saying this than it is just a joke and a lie for yourself ;
The only opology you need to run away, the apology you owe youself for staying as long as you wish in someone's life ; It's not about blaming a person, good person will always give you happiness and bad will give you pain and experience together, worst will give you lesson and best will give you memories;
Real people always wish to have someone who is afraid of losing them who would fight to keep them in life; but some people want and are happy with material things and me im happy with my peace !! .