Its a pretty day and my smile blooms just fine,
Just then comes the trigger, sending chills down my spine.
Exhaustingly i breath, as if I'm underwater,
I feel the winds freezing my senses, like i'm drop of blood in icy water.
I look around people but they seem untouched,
It starts speaking and now i'm wrecked.
I hear delusional whispers of offenses about me, i hear them bring out the hate they feel for me.
Soon their giggles of joy, become my misery,
I wonder if they are gossiping about me ?
Maybe i'm worthless, even jobless for thinking so much, or maybe i'm just going mad and here these are roots.
A thousand thoughts make you bemuze,
But believes in those who try to amuze.
Darkness vanishes leaving you stale,
The thoughts and insecurities trouble you for days.