Glass
She is tied to the darkness, and the darkness is her mind. It is what she is made of. She is a reflection of the damage she caused, and can no longer stand the sight.
©the_wilted_dreamer
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the_wilted_dreamer 5w
I am always running
Running on glass
Through glass
From glass
I have to be just light enough so I don't fall
Just fast enough so I can break through
And agile enough to keep from getting cut
Time moves forever, and life drags so slow
Time moves forever, every day is the same
It weighs me down, and my base is coming apart
I'm scared to fall, so I stop
Frozen, lost. No one is here but me
And every fragment of myself that I have lost
I am the only target here
And I keep getting shot
So what am I supposed to do
When it feels as if I can't move?
Like I'm walking on wires above the deepest cliff
I'm a pessimist, I always look down
To see how hard I'll fall if I fail
I cannot keep myself up forever
The parts of me are unbalanced,
I'm thrown off by my own mind into an abyss
I fall forever, my good reputation is left in the clouds
I may as well perish at this kind of low
If there is no peace in me left
Haven't I told you I am nothing?
The weight of my mind keeps me down
I'm always at rock bottom
Rotting away in my thoughts
Wide awake as I decay, destroy my own body
The glass my life was made of is shattered
I broke the mirrors and windows myself
I'm bleeding out, like I'm the victim
When I'm just a villain who doesn't know anything
Who couldn't stand her reflection
Who couldn't stand what she's done to herself
She will always go back to self destruction
Because she does not recognize good and bad
It seems her hands are there to take things apart
Always too much, one touch and things wither away
She is a poison, a red flag
No one crosses her but herself
Everyone knows better than to touch her
Because they know what she can do
She ruins the sun, stars, light, and good
So the sun, stars, light, and good
Keep their distance
The night, dark, chaos and aggression
Consume every part of her.
So of course it is all she knows
It is her life, it is what she attracts
It is her death, because she's too weak to stay