• diplegicdolphindreamer 6w

    I'm always in pain.

    I'm always in pain. Always. It doesn't stop.
    But sometimes it does get worse. Sometimes it hits. And I can't breathe. But I can't complain, because I'm always in pain.

    I'm always in pain. Always. It doesn't stop.
    And sometimes it makes me cry. Sometimes it makes me shake, and seethe. But I can't complain, because I'm always in pain.

    I'm always in pain. It feels like a requirement, to remain silent, always compliant, never defiant. To keep on existing, resisting, persisting, coexisting, because I'm always in pain.

    So when I smile, or laugh or chuckle, no that in really fighting to buckle. Cos I want to brake, but where would that get me?
    Still drowning in pain and your begrudging sympathy.
    ┬ęDD.