You are a blessing, a gift!
What God wants to give you, he will give you. So don't trip, just live, be, do, talk, be free, be yourself, live being the best possible version of YOU. All else is rubble, be that pear. You are the purl in the rubble. Speak to The King Queen in you rise and soar out of the rubble, in to the light... You are a city on a hill, that can not be hidden. You are The light of the world, beam. You are salt, don't be unsalty now, add flavor be the salt and the pepper. Head up, lead YO leader. No time for drowning, swim.
Don't be depressed, suppressed, oppressed, when you are blessed. Be who YOU are in Christ. That is the real you.