Goodbye Life

Done writing
Worn out from fighting
Once I was the the lightning
Now just the dust grains of desert remains
My burdens betray the pain I am in everyday
My chaos a curse
I dream everyday to be released from this verse
I know though, I must take a step first
Also my last
I let go of the world I once so tightly grasped
I beg as my final moments approach
Pray her memories are not to be poached
Let me see her one last time as I cross the finish line
Thoughts of us relaxing, smoking weed and drinking wine
Laughing of all the good times
Dreaming for one more night
Until I had the will to say
It's okay to let go today
Now to myself these words, I say
Thank you to those that have taken the time
To read the thoughts of a troubled mind

©Snehal Roymedhi