THE NOVEL WHICH NEVER HAD CHAPTERS

Past events actually ended in tears
It all actually did
..but
I didn't know what to do with his kiss on my neck
The first day we walked
I just listened to my inner mind which said...its okay its going to be okay
This is actually a poem caused i sucked at writing
but i hope you like words being placed
Words i couldn't say
Words am actually trying to communicate
I hope you get....
What am trying to point out
Yeah...am guessing you know i like you
But what is life
Our fear gets the best of us...
and am the type to give in.....


Fast forward to 8:46,October 29th
A cool Tuesday
Everything was going great
First day i actually didn't have my normal migraines
You smiled a lot and i found my self losing it
I couldn't keep my chill around you
And it was frustrating
You looked at me
You came close
I found my feet's moving also
I lost it
I kissed you first shocked that you wont even respond
Then...
It was the perfect 8 or 9 seconds kiss i had ever gotten
I blushed ...
Cause i couldn't breathe
I actually couldn't stop thinking of your lips
But..why would i...
Its too soon to say you are my drug
But i actually fear you are my biggest weakness at this point
Its crazy....
And just realized we meant cause of a course
And now things are building into just one word....

.......beautiful..
©efe_soul