• _anaan__ 9w

    Ruined

    Promises are like death sentences
    'Cause having a heart of gold is a sin, sometimes
    Sippin' hate in silver wine glasses
    With eyes full of tears
    Doesn't sound like goodnight
    To me
    Quietly,
    Turning off the lights of the mind
    To let the reality sleep and let imagination take a lead
    I have been dreaming too much with my eyes wide open in the middle of the night
    Gazing my moonless night sky
    I love us but I also don't
    Maybe that's what fear of being abandoned did to me
    The city sleeps when I explore mysterious silence in the night
    Foolish men say love is all that we need to live
    But no one talks about peace
    I have been asking sleep to hug me tight like white clouds hug the azure sky in the scorching hours of the day
    It's hard to write these days
    Maybe bad times have arrived
    My fears lurk beneath my thick skin
    I'm losing control over my chaotic mind
    Falling apart
    Falling to pieces
    My words sound like death songs these days
    I
    Miss
    Feeling
    No
    Fear
    I
    Miss
    Goodbyes
    ©_anaan__