Is my faith in God conditional?
Why this fickle heart of mine
Gradually moving me away from God.
Hope my current situation is not the end of me.
The spirit yearns for Him but the body quenches it.
Oh carnality taking over my whole body.
Knowingly causing myself pain without any gain.
Certainly caught in the web of addiction,
My life rises now and falls later.
Almost at the gate of no return,struggling to find my way out.
The line of dichotomy between good and evil so clear to me;yet evil is all I seek for.
My body controlling my spirit and tormenting it,
I fight myself and the battle goes on and on.
At times I win and at times I loose.
And that is all.