• zaxccloud 6w

    I hate that

    I hate that I need to pay somebody to listen ,

    I hate that my self worth is determined by your response and love for me ,
    I hate that my tweets don't get as many likes as I wish they did ,
    I hate that I constantly check my phone for messages that are not there ,
    I hate that I have no friends ,
    I hate that I'm just a sad and lonely,
    I hate that I'm not fun and impulsive,
    I hate that I need to dress up for him ,
    I hate that I cry ,
    I hate that you'll never know me ,
    I hate that I'll be gone tomorrow ,
    I hate that there won't be enough of black dresses and muffles and tears and sobs tomorrow ,
    I hate that there won't be any loss to anyone tomorrow .