I wonder what I am doing. I wonder why I'm pulling you in this bottomless abyss. You will sink and you won't even realise you're sinking. I wonder how I ended up so heartless that I'm using someone to feel better about myself. I know I can never match that intensity of emotion you shower upon me. It's supposed to feel right, isn't it? But no, it doesn't. My intuition tells me otherwise. Then I wonder if any relationship will ever feel right to me. I start writing about you, how you've become my muse over few days. It's exhilarating to have someone to write about!