The sadness which I'd felt in the past,
It has made peace with me atlast.
For I know nothing will ever change,
Because things keep getting messier
Previously I would try to distract myself with the company of others,
But deep down I always knew the cuts would only keep getting deeper.
Happiness just seems like one of those delusions,
And fighting off doesn't even sounds rational.
Hurting or not that's not even the point,
The damage has been made, but its fine !!!.
For I feel nothing for days, I'm just drifting by,
I just wish to be swallowed by this churning vacuum inside me, and disappear like the thin air of night.