I was taught to feel,saying it's okay,
But then made to feel only guilty
Everytime I felt anything,
Feeling angry,sad, negative,
Everything was illogical because I felt so much,
Because that was beyond someone can handle, and
I was the only victim for feeling guilty of someone else's inabilities to handle anything!
I was made to believe I shouldn't feel this much, probably they deciding the limits within which I should actually feel, and guess what
Too much mathematics and calculations always confused me, and left me clueless.