• jamilahhoneywatamuhammad_ 23w

    Invisible you...

    we were invisible
    when a scream was more fitting
    of the situation
    heard you
    but you never heard me
    nor cared to try
    what you said was all distorted
    it rolled off your tongue like a practiced sing-a-long
    yet i was sprung,
    went straight dumb
    cause i wanted some
    you'd mumble
    a scroll of overheard,
    over repeated cliques
    and hell, at that time,
    in that moment
    "make my damn day", ha...
    all i really heard was blah, blah, blah bull$*...
    you left me numb with your
    "woe is me", crappy humdrum garbage
    fake a#*% promises
    of temporary statuses
    i found your voice
    inside my head early
    that’s where you lived
    you made attempts at my heart
    but you fell short on day one, two, three, etc.…
    penetrating eardrums with more of your sly excuses
    had me feeling abused
    and abusive
    as certain subjects were discussed
    we fussed like the "couple"
    we were not,
    nor will become
    you knew all along,
    that was not going to be done
    we played "games",
    on one another
    where no one, won,
    what fun,
    tell me why,
    we bothered...duh...
    what a waste of time
    all you really did
    was supply me with material
    for my once silenced rhymes...
    hell, i won't tell,
    i will allow you to remain as i found you
    that’s where you'll be...
    i almost let you run away with me,
    all of me,
    arms leg, lips, heart
    you almost had me,
    you filled me with so much junk
    i stank of what you smelled up
    you made me so sick
    felt myself dying inside
    so, glad i came to my senses,
    and still, somehow
    i already know
    , i’m going to miss us
    but, i will never "get use to what i am not use to",
    in honor of us,
    because this is a bust.
    and i am thoroughly through with you.