Demons & hell fire, behind my smile they hide.
When I close my eyes they takeover the ride.
They always take me to this dark place.
I tried running but I never won the race.
Everytime I thought I was pacing they caught up to me!
And pulled me back again in the darkest chaotic sea!
I am trapped in this prison cell of my brain!
Right in the middle of this neverending pain!
I get my heart torn apart when I go to sleep every night!
I sit & stitch my heart back in the morning right after the fight!
Every morning, I look in the mirror & i see nothing new!
I just put on this big convincing fake smile and continue!