She stared at the ceiling for a long period that day.
Her eyes sore and tears searing her cheeks, she realized, maybe this is it! She really can't make anyone love her. She needed to open her eyes and realize that no one wants her and no one would ever bother not having her. Yes, she's that easy to be forgotten and replaced!
And that's how she realized she should rather just be with herself and never try to be in anyone's life forcing her presence.
And she decided to never try to be happy again,
To let herself bleed,
Embrace the pain forever,
Forever till it kills her....!