If you really loved me you'd risk it all, forget about any kind of fear you may have, leave the past behind and let yourself love freely.
You shouldn't have said that it was the best for me, it wasn't, I was indeed getting better and I was trying to get better because of you. But not I got no motivation, I'm numb, I'm unable to feel happy nor sad, I'm just walking around with my mind detached from my body.
You decided it was the best to just leave, saying you loved me and sweetening your goodbye with supposedly nice words that
only made your poison taste worse and be more deadly. Because why would you just leave me like that when you loved me? Why would you say goodbye if I was the best thing to ever happen to you? Why would you walk out of my life if you didn't want to hurt me again? Right person wrong time perhaps, if so I'll be waiting for the right time to come for the rest of my life, I know for sure I'll never be able to love someone the way I loved you, and I don't want to either, if it's not with you then why would I want to be in love?
Just please leave me with a proper goodbye not a see you later, leave me telling me you hate me not saying you love me, leave me telling me you wish we never met not saying I'm the best thing that's ever happened to you.