Grey days gone
As i fall asleep i wonder
My eyes are a bright mix of blue green&brown
Yet they dont have the same glow as before.
A spark thats dimmed,
An edge dulled,
Was it my worries?
Was it my sorrows?
Was it my feelings becoming real?
Is it anything i could have helped?
No, maybe ive just aged.
Cleaning out this room, finding letters addressed to me remind me of the past.
Ive felt more since then,
I used to write
I uses to love myself
I guess its just this place im at,
New, but gets old fast
Im gonna relight the ashes of my old self,
Whatever it takes
Even if its impossible
I have to try