The walls of my room were screaming to me, So, I ran, I ran, I ran From your name, from your voices that echoed like a record tape put on repeat, I ran, I ran , I ran. No! Don't shed a tear, For someone unworthy, unfaithful, untrue. My body walls stretched in pain To hold in the clouds of loath. I ran , I ran, I ran From the pictures deleted long backs, from memories that flashed in dreams, Nightmares I used to see with open eyes, I ran ,I ran, I ran From everything that reminded Of your eyes, lips, fingers, laugh, smile Smell of your perfume, From pages on which I inked poems on you, Your lies , lies, lies and lies.
No! Dont shed a tear, for someone who left, without turning back. I warned my lacrimals. I sit, Stare at the sky, dark blue, No stars, moon hiding behind clouds It's just like the day we met, I had once found the depths of your eyes in this sky.... Why didn't I see the hollow, as I do now? "Why why why" I wish to scream, But wait? What if your sound sleep breaks? So , I shouldn't, for if I scream it will reach you, Miles miles miles away , where i won't reach anymore.
My heart wishes to swallow this whole sky, for it has no more place to hold the pain. I wish to wrap my nerves , that only felt for you, around my throat, And end this drama, Which you left undone. Coward, who left Coward, who lied
I hope you get a sound sleep, I hope you wake up with no skin cut, no eyes swelled in agony. I hope you never see what you did to me. I hope you never find me again. So I'll run, run run.
I see the clouds roaring now, I can scream, scream, as much i want, No, i won't disturb your sound sleep. I won't weep. Coulds are crying, Should can I now? Should I cry? For someone untrue ;