I was stuck in my own head and filled with heartache and dread. Always afraid to love, didn't know who to trust. But still gave it my all and always there when they call. Put my needs last, all the wrongs, I would look past. Tried to make things right, even in our fights. Now I'm lost in my head with many words left unsaid. Drowning in my tears, thinking of the past years. Not knowing where to go, hurting deep in my soul. Trying so hard to let go of the past, wondering how long this is going to last.