• scigs9 5w

    if your going to betray me look me in the eyes and stab me in the front
    Watch me crumble watch me bleed out
    My scars havnt healed from always being stabbed in the back
    Watch my insides watch me go black
    I think of it everytime i smoke a cigarette
    Its my own selfless suicide
    Life sucks but i want control
    I wish a needle would paint my skin in portraits
    Instead its in my veins pumping liquids and potions
    In this hospital bed where i lie still
    And i got this medicine
    Its sticking in my hip
    My momma cries cause the cancer is taking her baby away
    Doesn't matter cause im already dead