You are too real for them and probably that's the reason they find it is hard to understand you. Sometimes, the people that you've met is either full of shits or fake. The other time, they will take advantage on your kindness. And the rest of the time, they're not happy when you're actually happy. So trust yourself, when people gives you fake vibes. Stay at distant with them. You deserve someone whom you can share all your secrets and be vulnerable with. Not someone who'll constantly mocking you down because of their own insecurities. You are allowed to choose what you want in your life. Your soulmates. Your circle of friends. Your happiness. You.