• lisastewart 9w

    Chemical Violence

    Another day inside my sick head
    Another day wondering why
    Here's to today, as I slip away
    Running to nowhere trying to hide

    I see you there when I close my eyes
    I can taste you as I lay in my silence
    All you are to me is pain
    You are the worst kind of chemical violence

    Once you saved me from what I held within
    My temptation, once my friend
    Even though I've had enough of you
    Preventing me getting to the end

    My comfort, my panic is there nothing your not
    As I see my whole world fall to dust
    I don't want you but don't dare you leave me
    Keeping you close is a must

    Another day inside my sick head
    Another day wondering why
    Here's to today, as I slip away
    Running to nowhere trying to hide

    Sleeping with the enemy
    The enemy has become me, watch me go
    I'm gonna leave you, I swear it's today
    But today didnt work out like so

    In your bondage I struggle to find release
    Im bound to you with unbreakable chains
    I'm gonna be strong, you cant keep me forever
    Then I feel your love flowing through my veins

    Once you were my best friend, I loved you
    You took all the hurt away
    Now I'm alone, lost who I love the most
    Atleast I have you, you'll stay

    Another day inside my sick head
    Another day wondering why
    Here's to today, as I slip away
    Running to nowhere trying to hide

    Another day inside my sick head
    Another day wondering why
    Forever stuck inside my hell
    Existing and waiting to die
    ©lisastewart