From childhood,,he was told to be a man,,
And a man does not cry,,no matter how much is the pain,,he should stay strong and not cry at all.
He should keep it all within himself and act strong.
As he grew,,it got imprinted in his mind that if he cry,,he will become lesser of a man.
No matter how much he went through,,he kept it all inside himself and suffocated himself to death.
Its ok for a man to cry,,it wont make you lesser of a man,but more of a human
Crying helps easing out the pain and move ahead.