Sadness, anger, tears and pain
All in exchange for a single fame
Trust, sweet words, food, what hasn't been laid?
Terrible things rushing down in exchange like an aggressive rain
Tried my possible best, did everything I could again and again
But what? All went down, all was in vain
Did everything possible in the world to make US sustain
All the terrible thorns, enemies and anything keeping us from our dream lane
After all the efforts, nothing was what I gained
Or better still, broken pieces of me was all that remained
I thought over it repeatedly was it my fault?
Was I not strong enough in maintaining US?
Or maybe I wasn't enough an adult?
Cause despite all, all I got were terrible results
I treated you like an honourable, an amiable
All the shitty things you do just had to be excusable
Was I actually that vulnerable?
You come and go, always flying away like some kinda balloon
Welcomed you back with open arms always like a moron
All you had to do was call my name sweetly in a syphon
It was like you were my satellite, my own moon
I thought I was in love with you
I was in love with not being ALONE